so many denials on my mind
denials is pain
i know it's wrong
but i know i'm strong

i wanna run away
swim, run, fly away
never come back
and everything i touch, turn to black

maybe i must say sorry  
to my mom and daddy
'cause maybe i let you down 
'cause i don't really want 
and never stop find

i try to walk on the flow 
but my heart doesn't follow
so what i must do now?