Maybe, God wants me to write all academic papers, not fiction. Journal articles, proceedings, and thesis that I have to finish soon. Maybe I was never born to be a good fiction writer, especially a novel. Maybe I should stop writing fiction now, until I graduate, or forever. But I might write again when I want to write, but not now.
Maybe God asked me to focus on just one thing now, like academic.It's better for me to make a thesis and finish it, and then i graduate. When i'm graduate, i can write fiction. Idk, am i must continue writing a fiction? Am i must continue make a novel? Idk. Maybe, i must stop it, but, who know what happen tomorrow.